bored

the second post today.

i'm on my bored night waiting some downloadable things. 17% left and i wanna jump onto my bed and go sleep. you must be upset with this post because i posted this at ten in the night but i've just posted in the previous post that i'm only allowed until nine pm. i have a reason, you know.

a thought popped in my mind suddenly. i have no crush. i have NO-EVEN-ONE crush at all. could you feel how empty it feels? well, obviously i'm still in love with my jhs-crush, though not that full. but i can't do anything else if i don't have any crush. i couldn't take a glance on someone. i couldn't talk with novi about someone. i couldn't play the love songs with some feelings dancing on my mind.






damn. 10% left and i have no topic anymore.